Until not too long ago, I was in love with a girl whom for some reasons I couldn't see often. For her I decided to stay completely abstinent, including pleasuring myself. It was not to be faithful to her, because she doesn't love me and wouldn't care less about what I did or did not do. I think it did that as a self-destructive deed, not unlike teenage girls who cut themselves. Anyway, for about 1000 days, wet dreams were my only outlet. It was not as difficult as it sounds, as I am much older than most of you and I was suffering from severe depression as a result of that love. I'd say if you survive the first 100 days, the rest is easy. You just stop thinking about it. But my personal experience is that, the first time after 1000 days was extremely disappointing. I could barely do it, and the amount of cum was very small. Your body simply adapts to the absence of sex.I guess what i want to say is this: for those of you who stays abstinent because you want a bigger gratification, prepare to be disappointed. | |
